Loathing

Her sexy body swayed by
My mind cut off
All of me an instinct,
Damn I want her.
Her name,
Irrelevant
Her face,
Irrelevant
Her personality,
Irrelevant.
All that mattered
The femine essence,
My masculinity,
Rose on his hindlegs
Beat his chest and bellowed.
That was me,
To the world I kept silent
Looked down
At the  husk,
Of my manhoood.
Casting a decrepit shadow
The world killed,
My masculinity.
Replaced it
With self-loathing.